I know he's not going later tonight. sighs*
butttttttt vicky's going so i guess that makes things a lil better.

Tossed && turned &&never fell asleep.

[so i guess i have not slept for almost 48hours.]

(seriously, i haven't)

can't let go of my thoughts.

now that i know their just plain hopless thoughts.

what have i owed you in my previous life

that now you're making my life miserable unknowingly.

...of course u wunt know cos its a secret within me.

now that i've let it out,

will i feel better or maybe just worst.

I really wanna know,

what's gonna happen the next second.

I've been clinging onto it

but nothing seems to help.

I don't cry no more cos i no longer know how to.

They say that if i don't try i'll never know.

But i don't want to cos i don't wana try being hurt.

The emptiness's killing me.

But wait, you were never here to fill up this emptiness at all.

It was just my wishful thinking. (;

Eh. sorry this is plain emo.

I'm sorta sad but not emo sad lurh.

=.=

MISSpig's still sleeping. she'd better wake up at 3pm the latest. or NOW would be better.