Saw MISSsexeh! lol aka MORON3 or Vicky.
I caught a glimpse of him &&ran away frantically.
Ughhh... i feel like breaking down &&crying out loud.
BUT!
I shall not allow myself to that.
Being strong is what i should do.
I know obviously HE does not like me.
haha. (; Nothing i can do bt that.
catching a glimpse of him for that 2-3seconds was like staying in paradise forever.
But, a paradise that i know that will never belong to me.
TEARING'S what i hate the most.
I feel like tearing now.
I'm gonna hate myself. But i shall not tear &&make me hate me(:
I shoudn't have ran away. It was just a reality check for me.
A reality to make me realise what i dreamt of would never happen.
Seriously people, I ain't emo.
[Not the least bit.]
Just one "hi" from him'll make a HUGE difference.
But the problem is that i don't even dare to say something that'll make a huge difference for myself.