im officially dead.
im going thru a mental breakdown.
i'd probably wont blog for a pretty long time.
my life's screwed.
my blog's screwed.
i miss jack.
if only he knew.
i love jack.
i wna tell him.
im having suicidal thoughts.
he took over my mind, my heart, my soul.
i can feel my soul leaving my body now.
1 week?
haha...
this just hurts too much.
i should just commit suicide.
nothing really matters now anyway.
if i do, he wont really care.
althou vicky hates yiwen,
i need yiwen back in sg ):
cus he understands when i tell him how i feel.
my life's pathetic.
my hearts falling apart.
im demoralized.
i find no point in life anymore.
i need you, jack.
and to dearest yikai,
我也正式宣布，我的心也死了
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
u may leave a tag if u want.
i'll reply u.


"i love you, jack."
`2811o8