realised tht my posts has no more colours?
cus u know why?
colours re happy.
and happiness demoralizes me.
vicky thinks im in denial.
but im not.
cus hes different alr.
i know it.
but i still cant get out of this spell.
i rmbr th days.
th days where even a slight glimpse of you would lighten my day.
and thts still not gna change.
my life's crap.
maybe im in th same situation as yikai.
if i were,
yikai would me my next best friend.
...
atleast she has ZX.
D:

"its fading away. i dont want this."