iLoveYou, and that's my secret .

weeeeeeeeee! CNY eve. painted my nails PINK. Hot Pink, actually. LOL. i wanted to paint black on th tips but i dont effing have black. whoever has black and i can borrow it from you before tomorrow evening PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE tell me . It's Ricky:D's birthday today . msg-ed him at exactly 12am today and he replied at 12.03pm. 12hrs and 3mins ltr. haha. i feel like im putting up a brave front but i know im not . he's so nice . and that's killing me, so is th awkwardness whenever we talk. wed's gna be really really AWKWARD. well, hes th one who kept asking me and i merely asked ruisin to express how i felt. so yeah. i knew th moment he said " maybe he likes you too " i knew i just knew it wouldnt be true so im like " yeah, its expected anyway. so be it ." but he's still so NICE and he's still so CUTE ! maynnnnnn ! nadhrahh ! i need to tell her everything asap ! i think i sprained my wrist during yesterday's practice and it hurts like hell now . but apparently, im still typing while it hurts . this also implies on smthg else (: