somehow i feel that , you aint serious . its just a feelg to you . to me , its more than just a feelg . i dont see th point in lovg you but i just keep holdg on . maybe it's just my own wishful thinkg . th emotions re takg over my thoughts and apparently i just cant let go anymore . i cant keep this going up . im so sick of it alr , so sick of myself . so sick of everything . i want a shoulder to cry on . just tell me , should i give up ? i feel like callg jason now . hes th only person that can cheer me up . but my fone sot alr . Currently talkg to nikki and omg , hes so cute canszx . haiszx , but still , that dosent keep me from thinkg abt you . GAHHHHH ! i hate myself . ruisin , ann i dno le . love you all more bahs . i really feel like giving up ler . and joe BHB ! like moi ! haha .

♥Dardar , 2 more days only ^^